I'm not good at trying to describe who I am to someone. If you want to know who I am, it's best to meet me. If you already have, do remember that you still don't know me, just pieces of me.
Things I have been this year: lover father (though not much of one...) husband (now ex-husband) anarchist boyfriend (now ex-boyfriend) polyamorist (done with that, too) friend (I think I can keep that one up, at least...) moody son-of-a-bitch moon-eyed dreamer platonic cuddle-buddy singer/songwriter (that one won't go away, even if I try and make it...) smoker (off and on.. mostly on)
Things I have done this year: got divorced got laid got laid off drugs started a livejournal tried to date three girls at the same time failed fell deeply and madly in love tried to date just one girl failed swam naked with friends a lot under sun and moon more drugs started drinking again started dancing again wandered the streets at night, high slept underneath blackberry bushes got tied up and hung horizontally from a rail tried to avoid having sex with people avoided getting a job all summer went home with a stranger for the first time ever decided never to do it again scorned those who cannot take time for themselves in between lovers, but rush to find another as soon as one is gone. scorned them because I am one of them, no more. got used to sleeping alone again played music for other people when I should play for myself. cuddled with friends whenever I could. said "I love you" whenever it felt right and meant it every time cried laughed sang fought and loved every minute of it.